I could write it down, and spread it all around

went to the bay with ben and kristine. it was so calm, the water looked like glass. ben brought a roach and clementine to smoke and it was exactly what i needed to relax. i feel a million times better now. i really just needed a break from my room and my computer. it was soo nice out and we just sat there and talked about things from the past, and animals, and dreams, and it was really interesting.  I think i really just need to start spending more time having real conversations. less than 48 hours till i’m freeee! now i just really hope i get that internship cause it would mean i’m completely worry free until the 29th :] what a wonderful thing that would be. it has been a long trimester even though it went by pretty fast, it just took a lot out of me. not ready for this test tomorrow morning at alllll. maybe i should study a little bit before bed.