I could write it down, and spread it all around

FUCKIN GOING CRAZY.

why does my brain have NO attention span whatsoever? its the most frustrating thing when you have everything you need sitting right in front of you but your brain doesn’t want to think about that stuff. it wants to wander freely or focus on something more interesting. but i HAVE to get this paper done!!! you’d think i’d be able to control my own brain a little better.. this is why i just want to ask my parents if i can get some ritalin or adderall. i didn’t think my ADD would get worse as i got older but that seems to be the trend.