December 2011
22 posts
fuckkk
going to internship soon. getting sick and i’m pissed. all i’ll be doing for the next few days is sleeping and working and taking care of myself. no late nights, bed right after work, soup, hot chocolate, and christmas movies.
This is rough.
Trying to sleep in the freezing cold on the most uncomfortable pullout couch ever.
I feel like death.
I have THE worst cramps ever and I’m probably gonna have kidney failure from eating advil like candy. I just need some fuckin pain killers or something. My stomach is all fucked up and nothing seems appetizing. Not to mention the wonderful anxious mood im in. All I want to do is lie in bed and take and a nap and chill but noooo. I have to go deliver cupcakessss :[
What...
Is going on in my stomach. O__o
cramps make me want to punch a baby and say “you are the cause of my pain and suffering”
Breaking Dawn: Part 1
quicksummary:
Edward learns not to have sex on IKEA furniture because that shit is gonna break. Bella remains an expressionless advocate of the extreme pro-life movement and spousal abuse. Some terrible CGI dogs fuck a lot of shit up. A baby-vampire monster eats its way out of Bella’s womb. This is all OK because vampires.
(notquiteblondarewe)
acurate. no need to see it after reading this.
I’ve been thinking.. I’ve been thinking a lot about myself and why I feel the way I do. I’ve been trying to figure out why I feel uncomfortable in certain circumstances and why I feel comfortable in others. Why do I feel uncomfortable with some of the people I once felt so close to? The people who seemed to bring me out of my shell and make me so much more comfortable than I was before. Now, I can...
November 2011
32 posts
goddamn driveway… idk why i always park in the driveway because i always get blocked in and i hate asking people to move their carsss >:[
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back in prov
coming back from a vacation always ends up in one of two ways. 1) it feels great to be back, ready to get back in the swing of things and see all the people i’ve missed. 2) why wasn’t that vacation longer.
currently feeling number 2. i’m feeling down and i’m hoping starting internship will change that. my house is a complete shithole and i don’t like being here...
Goals:
work on my english paper from now untill 3:00 with little to no distractions.
take a break from 3 to 4 to watch tv and make christmas decoartions.
work again from 4 till whenever i finish (hopefully before 8).
go down to campus to print and staple.
make some food at some point.
…we’ll see.
a much needed break to the bay
went to the bay with ben and kristine. it was so calm, the water looked like glass. ben brought a roach and clementine to smoke and it was exactly what i needed to relax. i feel a million times better now. i really just needed a break from my room and my computer. it was soo nice out and we just sat there and talked about things from the past, and animals, and dreams, and it was really...
FUCKIN GOING CRAZY.
why does my brain have NO attention span whatsoever? its the most frustrating thing when you have everything you need sitting right in front of you but your brain doesn’t want to think about that stuff. it wants to wander freely or focus on something more interesting. but i HAVE to get this paper done!!! you’d think i’d be able to control my own brain a...
SO.
my final english paper is due at 7am on thursday. i haven’t sarted it…
it has to be 6 pages long, plus a page long summary.
my brain is not willing to focus on writing this paper. instead it’s wandering off like crazy, thinking about how i should clean my room, how i can make some money, what i need to pack for thanksgiving break, how long until i see rob, if he’s having...
ahahahahha wait..
can you get spam in your ask box??
SUPER ANTSY
Bad idea to have a venti coffee when I already had so much energy. It’s the last day of classes and I’m PUMPED! I get to go pick up Rob tonight and I can’t wait and then my parents are taking me to Newport tomorrow. And then Friday night is subculture!! It’s gonna be sick I know it :] good weekendddd and then finals X\ and then THANKSGIVING :D
juxtap0se:
I’m in such a state, honestly,...
